the beautiful pain
of a love in vain
fills my precious soul
keeps my conscience full
think how it began
now I touch your hand
and you pull away
stop these games you play
they pull me apart
these strings on my heart
were placed there by you
whe you loved me too
but those days are gone
though my love lives on
continues alone
call me on the phone
write me a letter
please make it better
my heart screams your name
I’m just not the same
scarlet droplets
of blood tinged tears
my red rimmed eyes prove
i’ve cried too long
have you even cried at all?
the flowers you gave me are all dead
is your love dead, too?
i see a single black feather
and my vision blurs
i bite my lip
no more tears
but they come anyway
like my love for you
i cannot refrain
the stars have gotten lost
in the great black tapestry of sky
they do not follow
their assigned routes
oh foolish stars
fall back to place
i long to see you
dazzle my soul with hope
the grass is buried deep
beneath the prairie snow
it cannot see
the gorgeous light
blessed grass
beg the sun to melt the snow
i miss you deply
echo my soul in song
laugh
he lies to you
does not comprehend
you are greater
a higher entity
born of flesh
forged with magick
your dreams become reality
so dream sugar sweet
your hopes are innocent
child like
pray to your angels
pray to your gods
they love you
protect you from darkness
hide within their light
all of the day’s fears
are hidden from the sky
love them
the night’s depressions
haunt you mercilessly
laugh aloud
they are but ghosts
the wind carries them away
fall asleep
in the cradle of the earth
the grass caresses like a mother
takes away the sorrow
lulled by the stars’ song
silent, silent
the wind is your lover
whispered secrets
gone
tears fall
from the ocean within me
an ocean of love
of sorrow
my darkangel
why do you heart me so?
dried flowers
crushed into the ground
live no more
love no more
cry forever
no tears you cry could ever repay
the pain you’ve caused me
sleep, food, joy
these are unknown to me
darkangel, wrap around me once more
your black feathered wings
and remove your dagger
from my broken heart
twirling whirling twisting turning
and the midnight fire’s burning
flames growing in a trance
watch as skyclad witches dance
born of love goddes child
kind in manner though free and wild
the dance goes on in the magick ring
join the witchesas they sing
using magick good and true
mayhap you’ll find your witchblood too
my veins burn with fire
desire reaching higher
the fire is fed
from life that is bled
end of existance end of time
further resistance
to blow my mind
you were my sunshine but clouds came
bloody rain wash my face dry
beat me, scar me, love me ’til I die
rip out my heart and burn it in your flame
watch it burn
blackened flesh
pailess death
watch me smile
unhappy
you love me like noone before
although apart, our love grows more
each day i cannot be with you
deepening shades of midnight blue
hide your face from my wandering eyes
i feel a warmth you cannot disguise
my dark angel
my fallen star
now you know
i know what you are
i’m beautiful
or so you say
then a butterfly
in a way
is this what
you would call me, love
whisper this name
then look above
in the night a waxing moon
and fading shades of midnight blue
your hair is dark
your eyes burn bright
with secret
irridescent light
you breathe so soft
so sure, so slow
i watch you breathe
because i know
our sould have wings
so we may try
dark angel
and his butterfly
to drift away
to become free
so take my hand
and be with me
tears of blood
fall from the sky
and stain
my snow-bleached soul
i laugh
the colour is so vibrant
it livens my dreary world
silver sings past
the edges of my vision
his blood is water
cut deep and drink
his soul is fire
don’t blow it out
his flesh is human
take a bite
his heart is pure
hide your evil in your eyes
his wings are soft
raven black
he is so foolish
and i am his fool
oh fool’s fool
look away
food for the gods
beautiful
ageless as the stars of night
timeless as the sky
meaningless to heaven above
weightless wings to fly
dead to the surroundings
born again each spring
child of the ages
mother spread your wings
doorway to eternity
gates of time unopen
tomorrows yet to come
yesterdays best forgotten
on your way to heaven
or falling towards hell
trying to find true love
in a simple wishing well