:::: Yume ~ Dream ::::

:::: Yume ~ Dream ::::

Title: Yume ~ Dream Author: nutmeg kawano Contact: miphileg@ hotmail.com Pairing: hidexYoshiki Rating: pg-13 Disclaimer: All events are fictional, even if they are based on real people. It’s just a nice idea. I have no clue what these people are really like or anything, and I sure as hell don’t own them. I’d like to, but I do not. Warnings: yaoi, angst Summary: Yoshiki has a dream about hide, they have breakfast, they fight, hide gets drunk. Then they shag….

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::: Solitude :::

::: Solitude :::

Title: Solitude Author: nutmeg kawano Contact: miphileg@ hotmail.com Rating: pg-13 Disclaimer: My own work. Fuck off. Warnings: Violence. Implied murder. Summary: Somewhat dark and morbid. Won’t ruin it for you. Note: Short, bitter, STFU.

::: Strong and Pure :::

::: Strong and Pure :::

pierce the flesh and deeply cut the vulnerable white flesh my wrist aches and throbs i watch the blood flow taste it so strong, so pure not to be wasted property of the divine i do not wish to die i only want to watch the blood pour over the flesh drink from this life my life it is strong, it is pure my soul laughs though i pale, i do not die Hecate loves me she grants me life…

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Honey

Honey

Title: Honey Author: nutmeg kawano Contact: miphileg@ hotmail.com Pairing: Laiqalassë/Rumil Rating: nc-17 Disclaimer: I don’t own the Elfies (or anything else having to do with LotR). They belong to the Tolkien estate, etc. Please buy me the Elfies for my birthday. Warnings: it’s slash Summary: Elfies are pretty. They have honey. They like to shag a lot. Note: God, I love our puppets. This is with personalities canon to mespt.

::: Birth :::

::: Birth :::

blood congeals within the veins tears through swollen flesh forms wings of purest black seven sets when the job is done soulders, wrists and ankles are the first to show the thighs and waist and another just below the first upon the shoulders merciless pain in birth but they are a reward pain leads to joy joy is eternal angels soar with butterflies

::: A Simple Rose :::

::: A Simple Rose :::

a simple rose drawn in pen may show love but then again it could show pain that comes and goes maybe it’s not just a simple rose so beautiful while it lives it never takes it only gives even if it will mean death beauty until the dying breath

::: Musings on Life :::

::: Musings on Life :::

stars that burn as bright as day seem so pale from far away wishing you had come to stay dreams destroyed with no delay tears that fall down from my face i just feel so out of place like my mind is off in space life is gone without a trace lives that end for no reason come and go like a season like leaves blowing on trees and over sooner than is pleasing what games are played with the…

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::: Nothing :::

::: Nothing :::

painted face bright costume i hide behind these things as i watch you live how do you have such strength? i am lost without you and though i sit beside you i am alone you don’t care i am nothing to you nothing i am nothing

::: Beautiful :::

::: Beautiful :::

approach the forest see the youth with horns atop his head, running running free like the creatures beneath the sunlit day ’til Artemis show her pale face she looks down on creation it is beautiful Mercury with the wingéd heel runs through the sky pulling the winds this way and that laughing sadly at the human world watching them destroy themselves crying as creation cries dying as creation dies it was beautiful fiery heart of the Mother exploding to the…

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::: If Only :::

::: If Only :::

whispered words a prayer or spell doesn’t matter you’re still not coming back i love you so much but four months is a long time you’ve continued your life and i’ve stayed in the shadows the shadows of the past you loved me i was foolish i deserved to lose you if only