::: Nothing :::
painted face
bright costume
i hide behind these things
as i watch you live
how do you have such strength?
i am lost without you
and though i sit beside you
i am alone
you don’t care
i am nothing to you
nothing
i am nothing
::: Beautiful :::
approach the forest
see the youth with horns
atop his head, running running
free like the creatures
beneath the sunlit day
’til Artemis show her pale face
she looks down on creation
it is beautiful
Mercury with the wingéd heel
runs through the sky
pulling the winds this way and that
laughing sadly at the human world
watching them destroy themselves
crying as creation cries
dying as creation dies
it was beautiful
fiery heart of the Mother
exploding to the surface of creation
flows then cools
becoming vulnerable earth
heat and flames
used to brun the things
that make the poison
the death of beautiful
global waters of the sea
no longer clear blue oceans
made from the salt tears of our Lady
pumped full of poisons
she silently screams for help
she calls to her children
she believes it’s not too late
it can still be beautiful
::: If Only :::
whispered words
a prayer or spell
doesn’t matter
you’re still not coming back
i love you so much
but four months is a long time
you’ve continued your life
and i’ve stayed in the shadows
the shadows of the past
you loved me
i was foolish
i deserved to lose you
if only
:: Pain ::
the beautiful pain
of a love in vain
fills my precious soul
keeps my conscience full
think how it began
now I touch your hand
and you pull away
stop these games you play
they pull me apart
these strings on my heart
were placed there by you
whe you loved me too
but those days are gone
though my love lives on
continues alone
call me on the phone
write me a letter
please make it better
my heart screams your name
I’m just not the same
:: Cried ::
scarlet droplets
of blood tinged tears
my red rimmed eyes prove
i’ve cried too long
have you even cried at all?
the flowers you gave me are all dead
is your love dead, too?
i see a single black feather
and my vision blurs
i bite my lip
no more tears
but they come anyway
like my love for you
i cannot refrain
Vanity
Title: Vanity
Author: nutmeg kawano
Contact: miphileg@ hotmail.com
Pairing: Laiqalassë/Rumil
Rating: nc-17
Disclaimer: I don’t own the Elfies (or anything else having to do with LotR). They belong to the Tolkien estate, etc. Please buy me the Elfies for my birthday.
Warnings: it’s slash
Summary: Rumil admires himself. Lai also admires Rumil. They shag. As always.
Note: idea came from this post God, I love our puppets. This is with personalities canon to mespt.
::: Letters to No-one: I :::
Love is a river that flows to the ocean, nourishing all on its way. Noone goes unaffected by love. It touches all of our lives. Love completes us, makes us whole. If we get too much, we may get too high; but if we don’t get enough we will die ((Sweet)). The Gods make themselves known through love. Love is the one thing that connects us all. Noone is completely unloved. It is with perfect love and trust that we are told to enter the circle, and truly, the circle is our planet: Earth.
::: Lost :::
the stars have gotten lost
in the great black tapestry of sky
they do not follow
their assigned routes
oh foolish stars
fall back to place
i long to see you
dazzle my soul with hope
the grass is buried deep
beneath the prairie snow
it cannot see
the gorgeous light
blessed grass
beg the sun to melt the snow
i miss you deply
echo my soul in song
:: Higher State of Being :::
laugh
he lies to you
does not comprehend
you are greater
a higher entity
born of flesh
forged with magick
your dreams become reality
so dream sugar sweet
your hopes are innocent
child like
pray to your angels
pray to your gods
they love you
protect you from darkness
hide within their light
all of the day’s fears
are hidden from the sky
love them
the night’s depressions
haunt you mercilessly
laugh aloud
they are but ghosts
the wind carries them away
fall asleep
in the cradle of the earth
the grass caresses like a mother
takes away the sorrow
lulled by the stars’ song
silent, silent
the wind is your lover
whispered secrets
gone
:: No More ::
tears fall
from the ocean within me
an ocean of love
of sorrow
my darkangel
why do you heart me so?
dried flowers
crushed into the ground
live no more
love no more
cry forever
no tears you cry could ever repay
the pain you’ve caused me
sleep, food, joy
these are unknown to me
darkangel, wrap around me once more
your black feathered wings
and remove your dagger
from my broken heart