it’s a time of silent anger
with pain and tears
unspoken fears
it’s a life that has been stolen
no words to say
kneel down and pray
it’s a heart that will be broken
I’m not afraid
of trust mislaid
it’s the end of all that matters
meaningless cares
nobody dares
under the sky
our paths are worn
and children cry
the day they’re born
under the sky
our paths lead
flowers don’t hate
do they bleed?
the chewed on remains of a paper clip
voices of children outweigh the plastic prince in my ears
grade nine beauty queens still learning the ropes
watching as the leaves race past the window
me, the goth prince for my pants
Title: Yume ~ Dream
Author: nutmeg kawano
Contact: miphileg@ hotmail.com
Pairing: hidexYoshiki
Rating: pg-13
Disclaimer: All events are fictional, even if they are based on real people. It’s just a nice idea. I have no clue what these people are really like or anything, and I sure as hell don’t own them. I’d like to, but I do not.
Warnings: yaoi, angst
Summary: Yoshiki has a dream about hide, they have breakfast, they fight, hide gets drunk. Then they shag. Ahaha. It’s kind of a lemon, isn’t it?
Note: Yeah. I suck. I’ll write a better hidexYo later. Feedback welcome and encouraged.
Title: Solitude
Author: nutmeg kawano
Contact: miphileg@ hotmail.com
Rating: pg-13
Disclaimer: My own work. Fuck off.
Warnings: Violence. Implied murder.
Summary: Somewhat dark and morbid. Won’t ruin it for you.
Note: Short, bitter, STFU.
pierce the flesh
and deeply cut
the vulnerable white flesh
my wrist aches and throbs
i watch the blood flow
taste it
so strong, so pure
not to be wasted
property of the divine
i do not wish to die
i only want to watch the blood
pour over the flesh
drink from this life
my life
it is strong, it is pure
my soul laughs
though i pale, i do not die
Hecate loves me
she grants me life always
the flow of blood ends
too soon
i am not even weakened
from the loss
my blood stays within
stays strong, stays pure
a goddess in my own right
immortality
the gift of life continued
endless
Title: Honey
Author: nutmeg kawano
Contact: miphileg@ hotmail.com
Pairing: Laiqalassë/Rumil
Rating: nc-17
Disclaimer: I don’t own the Elfies (or anything else having to do with LotR). They belong to the Tolkien estate, etc. Please buy me the Elfies for my birthday.
Warnings: it’s slash
Summary: Elfies are pretty. They have honey. They like to shag a lot.
Note: God, I love our puppets. This is with personalities canon to mespt.
blood congeals
within the veins
tears through
swollen flesh
forms wings
of purest black
seven sets
when the job is done
soulders, wrists and ankles
are the first to show
the thighs and waist
and another just below
the first upon the shoulders
merciless pain in birth
but they are a reward
pain leads to joy
joy is eternal
angels soar
with butterflies
a simple rose
drawn in pen
may show love
but then again
it could show pain
that comes and goes
maybe it’s not
just a simple rose
so beautiful
while it lives
it never takes
it only gives
even if it
will mean death
beauty until
the dying breath
stars that burn as bright as day
seem so pale from far away
wishing you had come to stay
dreams destroyed with no delay
tears that fall down from my face
i just feel so out of place
like my mind is off in space
life is gone without a trace
lives that end for no reason
come and go like a season
like leaves blowing on trees and
over sooner than is pleasing
what games are played with the toys
that god has named girls and boys
creating all new strange joys
making so much cosmic noise
falling at the speed of light
knowing not what’s wrong or right
demons you must stand and fight
both at day and in the night