::: Hole :::
Title: Hole
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Personal work.
Warnings: Slightly morbid.
Summary: There is a hole inside of me.
Note: Mood writing, dark as usual.
There is a hole inside of me. You can’t see it because it’s so deep down, but it hurts me a lot. I would say it is like having a knife in me, except that is more of a full feeling. What this is, really, is more like bleeding; everything slowly draining out until I am left feeling completely empty.
It’s a little bit frightening, sometimes, as I have no idea what could be draining or where it could be going. Maybe whatever it is come out with my sweat and evaporates away only to rain down on my head again later. Or maybe it just drups down my insides to slowly pool in my feet?
What also confuses me is how much it hurts. Why would a hole hurt? There’s nothing there, so it should feel like nothing, wouldn’t you think? Instead, it aches and burns and makes me want to cry.
I don’t want this hole anymore. Can’t someone fill it up for me? Please? I promise I won’t tell. Just fill me up and block the hole so I won’t bleed anymore.