Tea With a Mad Girl

laugh
he lies to you
does not comprehend
you are greater
a higher entity
born of flesh
forged with magick
your dreams become reality
so dream sugar sweet
your hopes are innocent

child like

pray to your angels
pray to your gods
they love you
protect you from darkness
hide within their light
all of the day’s fears
are hidden from the sky

love them

the night’s depressions
haunt you mercilessly
laugh aloud
they are but ghosts
the wind carries them away

fall asleep

in the cradle of the earth
the grass caresses like a mother
takes away the sorrow
lulled by the stars’ song

silent, silent

the wind is your lover
whispered secrets

gone

tears fall
from the ocean within me
an ocean of love
of sorrow
my darkangel
why do you heart me so?

dried flowers
crushed into the ground

live no more
love no more
cry forever
no tears you cry could ever repay
the pain you’ve caused me

sleep, food, joy
these are unknown to me
darkangel, wrap around me once more
your black feathered wings
and remove your dagger
from my broken heart

twirling whirling twisting turning
and the midnight fire’s burning
flames growing in a trance
watch as skyclad witches dance
born of love goddes child
kind in manner though free and wild
the dance goes on in the magick ring
join the witchesas they sing
using magick good and true
mayhap you’ll find your witchblood too

my veins burn with fire
desire reaching higher
the fire is fed
from life that is bled
end of existance end of time
further resistance
to blow my mind

you were my sunshine but clouds came
bloody rain wash my face dry
beat me, scar me, love me ’til I die
rip out my heart and burn it in your flame

watch it burn
blackened flesh
pailess death
watch me smile

unhappy

you love me like noone before
although apart, our love grows more
each day i cannot be with you
deepening shades of midnight blue
hide your face from my wandering eyes
i feel a warmth you cannot disguise
my dark angel
my fallen star
now you know
i know what you are
i’m beautiful
or so you say
then a butterfly
in a way
is this what
you would call me, love
whisper this name
then look above
in the night a waxing moon
and fading shades of midnight blue
your hair is dark
your eyes burn bright
with secret
irridescent light
you breathe so soft
so sure, so slow
i watch you breathe
because i know
our sould have wings
so we may try
dark angel
and his butterfly
to drift away
to become free
so take my hand
and be with me

tears of blood
fall from the sky
and stain
my snow-bleached soul
i laugh
the colour is so vibrant
it livens my dreary world
silver sings past
the edges of my vision
his blood is water
cut deep and drink
his soul is fire
don’t blow it out
his flesh is human
take a bite
his heart is pure
hide your evil in your eyes
his wings are soft
raven black
he is so foolish
and i am his fool
oh fool’s fool
look away
food for the gods
beautiful

ageless as the stars of night
timeless as the sky
meaningless to heaven above
weightless wings to fly
dead to the surroundings
born again each spring
child of the ages
mother spread your wings
doorway to eternity
gates of time unopen
tomorrows yet to come
yesterdays best forgotten
on your way to heaven
or falling towards hell
trying to find true love
in a simple wishing well

like dreams that fade upon waking
open your eyes and see the world
don’t let life slip through your fingers
smile for the tattered dreams left behind
and always keep your chin up
never let them know you’ll be dead tomorrow
yell at the sun
tell it not to shine
but it won’t listen to what we say
can you blame it?

I hold the knife
and try to remember where to make the cut
one quick slice
I scream
as the blood drips from the cut
I remember past mistakes
and lost friendships
wonder where you went
I watch
the red pool grow
as the blood drips from the cut
have I always been like this?
when did I lose my sanity?
why can’t I see what’s going on?
what’s wrong with me?
thoughts race through my mind
as the blood drips from the cut
now I wonder
why
I’ve done another stupid thing
I gasp for breath
I feel weaker
this time the mistake is fatal
as the blood drips from the cut
my blood falls to the floor
because I’ve been foolish
once again

I see your eyes, they alone tell your age
The story of your life, a book with one page
Your skin is white as pitch is black
“If you choose this there’s no going back”
Is what you say when you look at me
Can’t you tell? Like you, I want to be
I, too, want the deep scarlet wine of the vampires
To live as you do, fearing only sun and fires
Knowing I cannot die of old age or illness
I know you giving me your blood would fulfill this
My love for you is so strong still
I would drink blood, I would kill
If I had your love, I would not die
but be reborn, and tears of blood cry